Jewel & Sapphire™

Once there was a nutcase who knew nothing of love. He always lived happily and well not much to worry also in life other than the struggles. Then got once he was suggested to chase a girl whom he never would wanted cos it's totally against what he wanted. Until just one day he felt touched and accidently fell in love... butterflies were flying i his stomach and often he floated hitting the ceiling till his head went nuts. Many attempts he made to woo the girl until the third time, luck is by his side... but not for long... things got ugly where one is impatient and the other...don't know what the problem is. Hearts were broken finally and ... and things never went right since then... the nutcase lost everything... love, confidence, friendship and all. It's not to say it's her fault but it was the nutcase fault for being unable to face the problems. Being too faithful and loving has it flaws. Someone advised to forget it cos it will be fruitless because of some decisions of life the nutcase made. Others said if you want her back, if you love her... you had to let go... boy that nutcase was confused... he never ask or more and only wanted love and emotional support and he lost it all. Now he thought of changing his mind about the decision in his life... He would if the girl would accept him back... will let go what he choose to be at the first place. The Ultimate sacrifice... he is willing to do it though the consequences may prove to be fatal... would it? God knows... What happens now is unknown... guy want to win back... girl would avoid, want to be close friends also uncertain since twice the nutcase failed and disappointed her. Guy really regretted and because of this his life went to a total messed up. He wishes he would not care but then he is already too attached. Everyday he would walk down the lane and glanced at his left hoping he would see her.. but it never happened. Nobody knows what the nutcase is thinking now... his hear is bleeding everyday. All he wanted was his friends back and support him in all aspects.... he is fighting a losing battle... dunno how long could he stand...On the other side, he just wishes the gal would still share and tell things so least he would feel " yes, we're still good friends and i can still care for her". There was no need to be with her, to grow old again if he and her would be happy like old friends... As for his friends... another battle that is not known what would happen. Everyday he would wear a mask to show his emotionless face. Sooner or later, he would break down... Dear God, i hope you would save his butt.