Friday, November 30, 2007
Poof! And finally the semester ends.Last two days with Sensei Nahan Rajan and Mr David. Can say this semester is not as stressful as other semesters since we had only 3 subs... erm... to be exact, im d only havin 3 subs. >< Japanese was great with laughter and sudden shouts by Sensei which startled most gakusei. Though i've done badly for japanese with a grade of 18/100. . . i still had fun. but not the part when we had to practice cos my head will be down often and try to appear invisible. >< Took a photo with sensai where b4 i slapped his belly... gosh. like a bag of oil.haha. hm~ suddenly i remembered when i hugged Alicia who feels similar also. Oops...don't think she'll read my posts.haha...><
Literature on the other hand... hard to comment since most students didn't actually share thoughts or something. Mr Lukes class was a bit ahem. David on the other hand was ok too. Happy part was that we scored well in assignment too. YEAH. RAWR!!!
Personally this semester is not a happy one was well.75% mess against 20% happiness with 5% unknown mess. Friendship/ relationship problems still dragged on... with countless misunderstandings and miscommunication. Nothing ever was right. When one meant this, it was misunderstood as that. People didn't make things clear and well mess just keeps getting worse. The failure to accept and understand?
Time i had to give up when suddenly i felt that i no longer can rely on someone. Cutting off the knots tied around me and tie new ones ~ What is friendship actually? I don't really understand... maybe wht i want or expect and from people is different. but im glad that there are still a few that clings around me. Suddenly there was a Miss of m buddies back in brunei. esp those in UK.haha...
There are things im happy, there are things unrest as usual. but bygones will and must be bygones. serve them as a lesson or human errors. Nest sem will be tougher so i must be stronger. most importantly must let myself down or sumone. and gosh i dun wanna read tht words too. "NX CXXXXXX" and others from that friend. Quite a let down.
PLans and provisions. Be working part time and putting a lot of pressure for myself. Assignments may face problem perhaps... but must stick to a regilar plan that i will follow. they say there always a lot of time... but personally... i dun have enuf time and opportunities are dropping. must make use of every resources i got. and relieve the "XXXXXX" i used to have.
Plans for next year? frequent the gym? well these study week will be going there often. if i din get a job during the holiday will also go there n hip hopping around. Will also save more money and eatless... i tend to overeat so that must got to go. may travel much too since my friend got a car from subang. hope to hang out with my brunei friends. Bon Odori! i'm waiting for july!!! Hope i'll have a gf then to together with. its just so lovely. XD last time i go was lonely but well least i get the "beauty" feel. too bad i aint got camera...
Sharen if you read this. I want IT too!!!!! you know wht i mean. keke. :P
Not goin home this sem... and so is chinese new year i guess...
I hope during the serious of /break/ there will be a nother drastic change in me. . .
A few people to thank this semester >> Yi Hueih as usual and those who poed me to go see doctor when i got poisoned ~ jacq, Yu Hua and some others. Siau Koon and Li Zhao for being a great help and parts of EL1 who made a lively moment to me. My Lit assign members who make it a wowee for getting a good score...
My other wishes >
Hope things will be great next semester.
Ken Win will pass.
Pink Tulip be happy.
getting good results..
some things may be forgotten...
starting something anew...
Bye ~ end of this semesters report. . .