Yeah its a new year now.2008. Eager and Energetic. XD New resolutions are the same all year round so whats important is that we work hard on it. Cheers and welcoming the year of the rats... in a month time.
I can say im not happy... but im not sad too. Just go with the flow... whether it is bad or good, take things lightly and have faith.
Today is the last day of 2007 a very sad year for with a lot of stress and depressing moments. All these will be gone in a few hours and im looking forward to 2008. I don't kow why but then it has been a much awaited time for me. 2007 had been tough for me with lots of unwanted troubles. But his had made me stronger and mature. Thoughts have changed and so are my physical appearances.I'm getting fat.XD
Other than that i'm looking forward to work harder as well. Three more semesters to go and hope i will not fail myself anymore. There are however still some stuff bugging me but i hope time will let things change for good. For now, welcoming 2008!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Just ended my exams today finishing a 2.5 hour exam in 45 minutes and the most relieving one is that i passed Japanese. Was overjoyed with that and im starting to be optimistic and be planning well ahead. Had to be well disclipined with my future schedule since i wud be (hopefully) getting a part time job.
Yesterday went to Old Asia in One Utama, and had a cold dessert. Quite expensive and well... give it 70 percent. Soursoup dessert. That's all i had there then go jalan jalan around taking pics with christmas trees.
In a few weeks semester will be opening soon.Yay! and Ou!. . . dun knw how life wud be but i know for sure i'll be busy a lot. 6 subjects with a thesis to prepare and a job to handle. Aza Aza Fighting! ><
A song i used to listen when i was in secondary. Glay still rocks!
Two of my favourite japanese drama of all time. Beach Boys and GTO. GTO inspired me to be a teacher. Nope, not that because he is one horny teacher but the lessons and quotes in the drama inspires me a lot. Beach Boys on the other hand is a touching movie. I forgot a lot of the plot but i enjoyed the soundtrack a lot. ^^
Windstruck. Fantasy romance movie. It's lovely with good theme song and music background.
Please Teach Me English. You'll laugh till your cheeks got muscle cramps!
10th december 2007 , Secret Recipe. Left home with Mandy to SS2 at 7.05, reach about 7.30 and we queue there till 10 am for the shop to open. Well we're not the early birds cos there is 3 uncle and aunty that were much more earlier than us. Haha. Didn't took my breakfast b4 i went so i was starving till 12 pm where i bought a curry puff where it was once featured in Ho Chak. Anyway we bought Raspberry cheese and Cappuccino Cheese. Great. We had a hard time slicing the cake at first... wish there was a huge protracter tho XD
Yeah. Next time they give free cakes could be in the next decade. So guess we're kinda lucky to be there this year.
I'm really really guilty...
It's saturday and i can't recall i've studied or done anything useful... so sombre... T_T fats around my tummy are building up as well and later i'll be jumping up and down... will i really slim down in 6 months??? Well if you don't try, you never know wht results will there be.
Just last night i signed up facebook and hell.. it was addictive. No wonder some of my friends didn't show signs of update in friendster =_="
Just cleaned my unit yesterday and be expecting a new housemate by monday. SOme gal frmo Kuantan, Jan intake... heard from Su lin she looks "not bad". I wonder how was that suppose to look like.. XD
Those wounds don't seem to heal... and i seem to be changing...
"Are humans fake" direct translation from chinese quoted from a dear friend. Well, we are real but maybe it's our character that keeps on ever changing... If not... maybe its the expectations we seek?
I believe all of us just wants to be happy but then sometimes we seem to want more... jealousy is one reason and persons jealousy is the cause of all problems together with selfishness. Well maybe a bit is okay since there are different degrees of it.
When we first know a person... wow...after we get too close or somethings... things changed? or have our expectations disappoined? Have been constantly living under people terms and being ourselves is sinful? Nah... i think its just me who have been like that... i used to say yes and uh-hih. I don't mind doing things for people tho... then when i start to resist... things seem to go against me.... why? can't i not have my own needs and wants???
Maybe it's just a balance of life. With pains and sufferings... we got more experience and more maturity over a period of time. There is nohting much we can do except to compromise. Give and take, send and receive. If everyone is willing to do so, maybe things will be more okay abit.
The weather has been brighting up a bit. ^_^. Hope days will be better. My exam ends on 18, last one standing. BK B and next year BK B. That's the only sub i had to go through alone. But.. heheh... the lecturer had been VERY helpful a LOT that is a guarantee pass. Keke...
Shakespeare ( did i get his spelling rite? ) once said we're all actors and actresses and the world is our stage. hm~ i wonder who wrote the script for us.Haha... I can't deny im a bad person but i am also kind? or have i just been following all the time? Don't know lah... today will be a memory for tomorrow. Mske the best of today so it will be a good memory for the future... ^^
Just had kopi ais and peanut butter sandwich and had em stuck between my teeth.><
End of todays entry. signing off..
It's thursday... been raining and non stop since morning... missed my swims... im getting fat...
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felt better today... dunno why...........^_^
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sometimes when u have finally let go of things... they come back... a bit ironic isn't it?.... makes me argh..... a bit too late kua....
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not studied much yet....*hangs myself on the ceiling fan*
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It's wednesday and there ain't much that i've touch.... die...
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confused with the signals... maybe i think too much?. . .maybe i shouldn't try to guess too much... ignorance is bliss in this sense... just focus on my career and success... rest can count in later...
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wht route have i taken? maybe what other see is irresponsible and bad... but no one won't understand tho... i've been pushed away too far... maybe i got the right to be bad in this sense...
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i hope i would excel better this sem... there is more to counter...
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how i wish i need not to be here... there will be much i can do if i were someone else....
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第一句
沒有一百分的另一半 只有五 十分的兩個人
第二句
付出真心 才會得到真心 卻也可能傷得徹 底
保持距離 就能保護自己 卻也註 定永遠寂寞
第三句
通常願意留下來跟你爭吵的人 才是真正愛你
的人
第四句
有時候 不是對方不在乎你 而是你把對方
看得太重
第五句
冷 漠 有時候並不是無情 只是一種避免被傷害的工具
第 六句
如果我們之間有1000步的距 離 你只 要跨出
第1步
我就會朝你的 方向走其 餘的999步
第七句
為你的難過而快樂的 是敵人
為你 的快樂而快樂的 是朋友
為你的難過 而難過的 就是那些 該放進心
裡的 人
第八句
就算是b elie ve 中間也藏了一個lie
第九句
真正的好朋友 並不是在一 起就有聊不完的話題
而是在一起 就 算不說話 也不會感到尷尬
第十句
朋友就是被你看透了 還能喜 歡你的人
