James Blunt - Goodbye my lover  

Thursday, October 16, 2008



"Goodbye My Lover"

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your hand.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

[x2]
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer and when i wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

[x2]
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bare my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

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:(

My favourite currently.

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Cher  

"Believe"

After love, after love [repeat]
No matter how hard I try
You keep pushing me aside
And I can't break through
There's no talking to you
So sad that you're leaving
Takes time to believe it
But after all is said and done
You're going to be the lonely one, Ohh Oh

[CHORUS:]
Do you believe in life after love
I can feel something inside me say
I really don't think you're strong enough,
Now
Do you believe in life after love
I can feel something inside me say
I really don't think you're strong enough,
Now

What am I supposed to do
Sit around and wait for you
And I can't do that
There's no turning back
I need time to move on
I need love to feel strong
'Cause I've had time to think it through
And maybe I'm too good for you Ohh Oh

[CHORUS]

But I know that I'll get through this
'Cause I know that I am strong
I don't need you anymore
Oh I don't need you anymore I don't need you anymore
No I don't need you anymore

[CHORUS repeat to fade]

This is one dance song i enjoyed for some period of time

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Day two: morning in muar  

Monday, September 29, 2008





Waking up reluctantly in the morning. And again that bitch jumped on me. Had our breakfast at the town in a street called "tan chi jie" translated literally "greedy eater" We had wanton mee which is delicious compared to any that i tasted in Pj and we also felt deceived with the "bird nest" drink. tastes more like luo han guo. but 70 cents nia wor... what do you expect? After the fulfilling breakfast we went to Tanjong playing monkeys. Nah, just observing them. Its another part of tanjung tho.quite deserted. when we feed the monkeys, a whole lot came later and it reminded me of the scene form the classic "the omen". Ouch. And off we go to out next destination. Malacca !!!

Wanton mee: 80/100
Bird nest: 75/200. Tho deceived but the price bought me.
Monkeys: 60/100 nothing much there tho.

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Muar Night one  






Arrived quite late in Muar that saturday due to the old junkie slow car my driving.Hehe.We're slow by an hour i guess but well it's better than no car at all.>< Our first stop was Kia Huey's house and we gonna spend our nights there. It was decent but there's a bitch there that got attracted to me. Yes. A bitch named Lulu. Small and her smell sorta makes me sneeze. Maybe i got allergic. Our first eat out was at a very distant place. Had seafood and it sure is very cheap.Then we went to this place called Tanjung where a lot of couples went there and nutcases. There a lousy pasar malam too operated mostly by the malays. Nothing much to eat except clothes and more clothes. Scenery was okay but i like the river view. The only thing it lacks is lights. Well can't expect much from a small town.

Marks for the food: 78/100
Marks for the scenery: 40/100. It's boring.

I also realized that i didn't bring my towel that night T_T boohoo

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Where are we going?  

Thursday, September 25, 2008



Yeap.A lot to blog about it but no at this nite.Tired and sleepy. ><

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Introducing Li Zhao  




Yeap. Introducing Li Zhao this time. Over these years this lady never failed to make me smile and i respect and adore her fully as a "ta jie" Latest pics taken at Kayu in Chow Yang where she treated me Banana Lassy or yogurt drink. Love the sourish flavour. I wanna thank her for all the smiles she gave me and some words she said that touched me last year on her birthday when i was in my most depressed periods. "wo de shen ri shi yao zhu Louis ke yi tian tian the kai xin". Translated: My birthday wish is too wish Louis to be happy everyday. Well i know thats not her true birthday wish but as those extras but i appreciate it a lot. ^^

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Lalala  






Took these pics when im loitering around One U. and thanks to Su Lin for the donuts.XD

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DREAMZ  

Saturday, September 13, 2008






this was a trip in Genting watching DREAMZ sometime ago together with Cindy, Mei Ling, CC and me. I had a great time there except the night where i had to suffer a severe headache that i can't even walk properly. No pictures of Dreamz cos we're not allowed to take so. It was just a some kinda magic show with semi naked women dancing around and albino tiger n lion. Lucky us that we got the very front seat and also incase the tiger went amok... we might be the first victim. Imagine "Utar students bitten by white tiger". touch wood. tht was ages ago then. I had a chance to perform in front too. Its where four guys seat one each other laps n den thy take off the chairs. den cc got invited by one of the clown to dance n cindy almost got kissed by some italiano. haha. din get much sleep that night. was painfully nappin at starbucks too. To round off, i gotta thank Cindy a lot for inviting me up.

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funny vids !  

Sunday, August 31, 2008






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Shulin's bday  

Wednesday, August 20, 2008









It's Shu Lin's bday again. This time she treat all of us a lavish and fulfilling dinnfer. Korean BBQ and steamboat which is F R E A K I N G expensive. The food was great with constant refills. RAWR. First time i've eating such an expensive meal for the past one year. Most i had was Kim Gary which costs bout 20 plus a meal in sunway. Well gotta thank Shu Lin for the meal. Bbq-ed beef from US and some pork, chicken and lamb. The steamboat was good too and those side meals as well. Desert was some ice blended barly that "looked" so $$$$$. XD

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Missing you every moment, never forgetting you.
Sigh . . . Love. Why so difficult?

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To my great uncle, Hasim  

Saturday, August 16, 2008




My great uncle,
My sporting uncle,
Always there to smile,
To make us laugh,
you may be gone,
But ur memories live one...

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Who am i?  

Friday, August 15, 2008

For 23,53 % you are: Personality B
IN LAMENS TERMS
Your Personality name is “ The Cheese Hybrid” a kind of “The Multifarious Observer”

Your genius level: (Based on a scale of 1-10) you scored: 8.6-9.6 (semi-genius)

Your personality brief: Like the nursery rhyme; “The cheese stands alone” describes your work ethic; you are a loner born and bred. You work best when alone. Very independent and idealistic. Your personality is very distinctive, original and unique. You are extremely creative and intellectual. Thorough, expressive, and contemplative at times. You often enjoy indulging in time to think things through rather than do things rashly. Scientific mindset. Optimistic in means of survival yet cynical in times of doubt. You appreciate deep music and art. You can be sarcastic and have an over-active personality, which is a very good attribute. Kindness and sincerity reflects you in every aspect. You are very sensitive, compassionate, romantic and value love Very attentive and observant of surroundings and tend to mock reactions when uncertain of behavior.

Good side of your personality: You are a very good listener and people look to you for your input and advice. You can interpret things in a way that is acknowledged as valuable and people respect and admire your intelligence in matters.

Bad side of your personality: You can come across as arrogant and stubborn sometimes. You can be very cold when angry. Tend to second guess yourself. People take advantage of your kindness. Also you can come across as undeceive and unsure.

Career calling: Pursue a career in something that will reveal your abilities in processing information, listening skills, creativeness, and intellectual self like becoming a writer, artist, psychologist, counselor, executive, business or design professional, lawyer, interior design, or wedding planner. If those are not your callings, try seeking a profession that will assist mankind for the greater good. The world needs you.

Relationships: You are the model romantic. You give your all in relationships but tend to harbor your true feelings when in doubt. Don’t hold back! Your passion for love and life is immense and sometimes is unappreciated by your choice in partners in the past. Your relationships are usually long lasting and loyal in being with someone you least expected rather than the ideal candidate in your eyes. Your relationships are at its best when first developed as good friends with strong compatibility in the same interests. Although love at first sight can be what you always wanted in your eyes, it can also be deceiving. You are extremely sexual when discovered and your partner likes this about you. Beware that your partner is more focused on your sexual talents rather than your talents at heart. Growth of a relationship means exploring each other in all aspects more than just psychical attraction or the enjoyment of ones company. Being in-tune with oneself means you are easily in-tune with your partner’s feelings. Don’t isolate yourself into a relationship you know isn’t working. If you gave your all, you gave your all. Don’t hinder your romantic heights to love someone who does not deliver love back. Only settle for the best (you are worth it). Sturdy relationships lie in the east with a creative and deep Virgo, swift Libra, fun and interesting Aquarius, and passionate Capricorns. Beware of the dominant Leos, the deceiving Sagittarius and the persuasive Cancer.

Future at a glance: You have a very prosperous, fun future in the stars wake IF you allow it to be. Be weary…a decision coming up VERY soon might decide your fate and happiness later on in life. Don’t act upon it with initial reaction. Take time to think things through. Don’t wear black this coming Friday. To solve a problem you are facing now, consult drinking lemon juice mixed with salt, sugar, and hot water. Very soon you are in store for a surprise. And last, you recently developed a bad habit and could hinder how people could perceive you as.

Advice: Stay the way you are. Let go of things you can’t change, build the perseverance to change the things you can, and acknowledge the wisdom you possess to know the difference.

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That's me.

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Uncle Hasim Yek : RIP  

Thursday, August 14, 2008

Today a shocking news came to me. My young uncle, younger than me by a few years. Died in a car accident in sarawak. Think that the hand gear rupture into his heart and died.

Can't believed it. Everytime i see in news about people dying in car accidents. Now it occured to someone close to me :( It's a hard to express feeling.

Don't know what to do. Except being sad. Passed away at 3 pm. I smsed him at 6pm. I knew he couldn't read it anymore. But its the only way i can communicate with him. Told him Why? and i miss him and love him.

This are the words he put in his friendster...

Without struggle, there can be no success. Love is very important to you but then again, so is your whole life.

You want what's best for you. You valve strength gained through experience

Can't help but shed tears for him. his a funny and good person.I last saw him a year ago in miri. Now. never will i see him again. Mom cried. Relatives. Everyone.

What to do?

Rest In Peace. Uncle.

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untitled  

Monday, August 4, 2008


Juz had my presentation today. It was average with a lack of demo tho. Can't believe that my hands is shaking when i try to insert the paper inside. T_T. My show got a hole and water just seep into it. Sigh. Why? Hate to waste money on shoes le.

cant blog muchbout my inner feelings here... guess i need to move in to my secret blog to let out.

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