Jewel & Sapphire™

This was a new restaurant opened in Sec 17 around happy apartment area. Asian and french food... and you really can see a french guy cooking there. Been there two times. First i had a lousy kolo mee... i think the best kolo mee still comes from sarawak. the second time i been there i had curry mee and mashed potato. WAU~ the best mashed potato i had. cheap and large. rm1.90 only!!! and i had iced chinese tea too. Dinner was great there but well maybe a bit expensive. Ah Fung ordered a Vanilla cream cheese cake too. RM7 and it isnt as good as secret recipe... BOO! And again im promoting De You's face in my blog as he always wanted :X. haha...

Was hopping around Mei Lin's aka Chivalry Amulet friendster and i come across this photo with a tree standing alone there... well arent all trees lonely? I love the photo tho and i took one similar... to a certain extent. Her's was taken at her condo and mine was just behind PC block.She name her pic loneliness and mine solitude.What's so special bout the pic? Dunno how to explain but well maybe people who knows how to appreciate will know its specialness. My tree look dead and gloomy tho. Haha... i remembered a pic my geo teacher took when she was in India. I large dead tree in the middle of a wet field... something like that... oh i so much want that photo. Hehe...

Aren't all trees strong?
With their roots held deep in the soil,
enduring the glaring sun, the heavy wind,the teary rains...

Aren't all tress lonely?
Unless a bird my stop by and nest
or beetles may dwell there starting a family...

Blek >< ... lost my poetic skills... didn't write one for a long time ~

Maybe i'm just not good at making choices... maybe still just impatient... maybe i'm just careless... or maybe im just..... whatever...

sometimes we can't live with those mistakes often. Maybe there is just a reason for everything to happen? good or bad there is always an outcome where we will learn somethings. sometimes the things we learn is just too much...

tomorrow will be having hist of el exam.tuesday will be having LLT and BK A presentation. haiz ~ felt disappointed w myself tht i din manage to contribute much... even time clash forbids me to contribute... sigh.. well its going to end soon. hope i wud pass and hope my mates wud pass too.

jus had a cup of sabah pandan tea. lovely aroma ^^

Finally and unfortunately i got a new mobile beyound my expectations. Welli had bought what i wanted at first, a motorola..ap product but well it wasn't so good and it sorta went wrong quite fast which gave me a huge disappointment. Not much choice was given when i asked for a change and well i got this original samsung instead. What do i think of this product. Well physically to me it is beautiful and gives me a classy feel except with the oled front screen. the buttons are user friendly too. on to the softwares... gosh well its a bit complicated to me. maybe it was my first time using this kinda mobile.The camera... well 1.3 what can we expect? the quality is dark and a bit blurry and of course not so detailed. The big disappointment was probably it cant catches bright light.probably suitable only for close up pics. the music player... well wasnt interested in that. Another disappoint ment is that u can't choose ur own alarm tone or sms alert tone. :( or mabe i haven figure how to do it. manual is helpless tho. Well for a 500 plus original phone guess this is the standard you can buy with unless your getting AP's which isn't so good.

Ratings:
The looks 10/10
camera functions 8/10
picture quality 3/10
functions 5/10
Happiness rate 7/10
music 7/10

my thoughts: better looking than my nokia 3120 with a good face lift. Hope i'll strike a big lottery so i could get motorola v9 luxury edition... if not a dslr camera.hehe... but well as the saying goes... appreciate what you have.^^ maybe let this be an expensive lesson for me...

The lousiest night i got ever in my life... a super duper slap.... i hate myself so much....

29th Feb, end of the month and end of a part of my worries. Done with two assignments and exams. Feel relaxed but yet worred... Argh its a great day to rest the following two days... Going to be bz bz too fixin my academic stuffs again.

Just today i had a walk with my friends and well was kinda ouchy...when my friend told me something bout my ....... character? Well i was happy to know that but then was also disappointed with myself... no wonder...XXX. Anyway, thanks and sorry...

Well never mind tho... i dun mind...Hm ~

Think....

Thinking...

Thought....

Hm ~ my brain never stops working...

the only moment it was in peace mode is when i was lying on a close friends shoulder...haha... the peaceful moment was there once and i can never find it again...

i read a friends nick saying " why am i always on my own, hugging my knees and trembling..."... sigh...

da da da di da dee~

Jealous... just jealous but well...

dum dum dum...

sigh . . . im just silly....

ouch ouch ouch...

today i zipped my tummy flesh... that was really painful...

du du du~

Don't worry, be happy ^^

Maybe it's just my fate... but i'm working to change it...

I'm having sleeping difficulties lately... argh... don't know what happened but well i hope it would be cured soon... It's a pain to stare the ceiling when you're suppose to sleep.... sigh...

It's the 8th week tomorrow le... and i think i've been giving myself a lot of pressure late. On the happy side...i manage to do well as in im still on the right track... on the ugly side... i lagged behind in some senses.... argh... a busy week ahead...LOUIS!!!!!!!!!! Gambate!!!!!!!!

There are some things that i realize when chatting with a friend. It may be too late but well, it is one thing i must do now or else... i would just waste away my youth like that...

1)I must live a HAPPIER life that others regardless of what circumstances...
2)I must academically (XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX)It's a bit unright with the wrong motivation but well... at least it helps.... ><
3)Don't give a damn on (XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX)... a question... why let my life be hindered with things that may stop you from being happy and successful?
4)To keep in mind to stop being jealous... jealousy is the root of all evil
5)Under any circumstances...never give up or show signs of giving up or losing...
6)It may be too late to turn back but it's never too late to change the future...
7)Have faith...
8)Keep in mind that every individual has a different life... life is a challenge and life is always depressing... good things will come one day...
9)Don't EVER BOTHER but other people... It's their fault, not yours...

Things i thought for a moment... been thinking too much again...T_T. Jia You Louis, i can do it....!

It's a sour night when someone you need is away when you need them... haha guess i had to forget bout it and re-focus them on my studies. Wonder what happened as the sms looks in a rush and troubled. Hope things are fine for her... Tomorrow is my first mid term this sem. Hope i will do well ^^... well i better do it well or else i better die...

*sigh.. it worries a lot this night my dearest friend if you are reading it no matter where you are... haha... *

It's all because of you,
I'm feeling sad and blue
You went away,
Now my life is just a rainy day and I love you so,
How much you'll never know
You've gone away and left me lonely.


Untouchable memories
Seem to keep haunting me
Another love so true,
That once turned all my gray skies blue
But you disappeared,
Now my eyes are filled with tears
And I'm wishing you were here
With me soaked with love all my thoughts of you
Now that you're gone I just don't know what to do
If only you were here,
You'd wash away my tears
The sun would shine,
Once again you'll be mine all mine
But in reality, you and I will never be cos
You took your love away from me.


Chorus
Girl, I don't know what I did to make you leave me
But what I do know is
That since you've been gone there's such an emptiness inside,
I'm wishing you to come back to me.


If only you were here,
You'd wash away my tears
The sun would shine,
Once again you'll be mine all mine
But in reality,
You and I will never be cos
You took your love away from me.
Oh -- Baby you took your love away from me.

I once put a nick saying Life is fair... i'm just unlucky... but my friend refuted and said that life indeed is unfair...and to think of it... yeah i have no choice but to admit how i feel now... sometimes i felt that ... nah... i think too much.

classics re-sung ^^

I look up when I walk
So the tears won't fall
Remembering those happy spring days
But tonight I'm all alone
I look up when I walk
Counting the stars with tearful eyes
Remembering those happy summer days
But tonight I'm all alone
Happiness lies beyond the clouds
Happiness lies above the sky
I look up when I walk
So the tears won't fall
Though my heart is filled with sorrow *
For tonight I'm all alone
(whistling) (whistling)
Remembering those happy autumn days
But tonight I'm all alone
Sadness hides in the shadow of the stars
Sadness lurks in the shadow of the moon
I look up when I walk
So the tears won't fall
Though my heart is filled with sorrow *
For tonight I'm all alone
(whistling) (whistling)