Jewel & Sapphire™

This is also a good friend of mine that i appreciate. I know her by accident sometime ago which is quite funny but i was proud to know her too. It was when i am in my terrible moments that this friend came to help and just talked and shared a lot. A funny person and chattable too. Now in Training, i wish you luck Ling Ling. XD

Not really a good day. Barizah smsed me today. Happy that someone remembers me :D

Just chatted with some friends in Brunei bout $$. Somehow the pay is getting higher. I wonder if its inflation...

Miss someone tonight...

Now who say men cant cross stitch? i just finished mine :D

Its been a while i didn't blog bout my feelings and stuffs. A lot happened lately of course.Ups and downs and sudden twists. Academics been itchy as usual. Didn't actually know how well have i done but i gotta work hard on it (fingers crossed). My table is still a mess as usual. Haha. What to do? What to do? Go clean up!!!

Not long ago i broke down again upon touching some sensitive things in my life. Why do you always have to cry? So much pain n the blood just can't stop bleeding. It never stops but drys up as a scab until i fall again. Thank God a dear friend is always there to "cocoon" me up so i will calm down and feel really really safe and better. World isn't really a good place :(

Well ever wonder how people that appear to be innocent and angelic is actually someone else if u look inside? How queer life is. A lot of these people actually swims around us and they don't really harm anyone. It's just ???? when we found out whats underneath. Not a crocodile under a calm river but perhaps a destroyed beautiful coral reefs under a calm beautiful crystalike shore?

Went jusco few nights ago with my housemate. Window shop at 10 pm where shops are closing n cam whoring. Kidnapped elmo for Chivalry Amulet and had a bite at those jap rice. UEK. no wonder 40 percent discount. Not delicious.

Hell i dunno how we end up somewhere far far about 30 minutes away from Midvalley just to drink some tea. =_= I do regret going out with you Mr Yan.

Oh i wonder how things will be. Its getting tougher everyday and i am becoming weaker every moment. My mood is a swing and hell someday i gonna blow up and perhaps make ppl so pissed of me.

ANGRY

SAD

HURT

MEAN

I don't have nothing much to lose. I somehow lost a lot... what's more a few more pains???

This noon 3 plus and i was in slumber again... hurtful thoughts hunt me again and well... why why why? An awful nightmare about my family again this morning. Sigh.

Finally got the time to edit my pics and blog about Bon Odori. I've been waiting for this event since last year and Wowee im here again for the second and probably the last time? This time i bring Li Zhao, Koon and De You with me. Better than last year where i was alone. This year however... i too wish that "that someone" was with me. Anyhow i do appreciate my friends who accompanied me there. It was heaty there as usual and my neck... turn here and there until wanna drop ady. haha. Went home after the end of the second dance and we had a late supper at Murni. Good laugh there and i do enjoy tht night. tho i end up with a bit of headache >< Thats the end of my happy night. Don't know when i will have another happy time. Didnt expect much tho i wish... there is...

i been looking for this mp3 for ages! and i still cant find it!

I forgot whats the name of this dessert but i have been waiting to eat this for a long time. finally had my bite. It was ok but just a little bit expensive lo. The icy snow was very soft unlike ice kacang. Went to Bon Odori and with rm5 u can eat a better ice cream. T_T n more fulfilling than this one.

One of my few trips to Murni with my housemates. They are the cheese nan and roti beckham and i had the so called dragon pizza lor. It was huge and hideous in some sense. the Fillings got the pizza feel but after a few bites it didnt turn out to be delicious after all. Wont ate it the second time lu ~

Tidak tahu mengapa saya di tag only Geok Yi. Saya pun lama dah tidak mengguna bahasa melayu. Ejaan pun tidak tahu betul atau tidak. Leceh betul la. Tetapi tak ada "choice" la so i take cuba yang terbaik saja.

7 fakta tentang saya:
o1. Semakin menjadi gemuk kerana mengalami banyak stress emosi.
o2. Suka memasak tetapi tak ada standard
o3. Cuma dengar orang puja saya comel atau "cute" dan tidak pernah handsome.
o4. sangat miskin. banyak masalah T_T
o5. Selalu sakit perut. Mungkin saya punya perut tidak kuat.
o6. Sangat handal ... erm.. kira okla dalam "handicraft"
o7. Selalu "think deep"

7 perkara menakutkan saya:
o1. Mimpi yang tidak bagus
o2. bersendirian seumur hidup
o3. Orang yang saya cintai tidak ??????
o4. tak ada duit, tak ada harapan
o5. ANJING
o6. tandas yang kotor
o7. "drowning"

7 lagu buat sekarang: (saya tidak tahu...saya tidak "update")
tak tahu la

7 perkara yang selalu disebutkan:
1. Makanan
2. Duit
3. Masalah saya
4. akademik
tak tahu juga la

7 perkara yang amat bernilai:
o1. keluarga
o2. orang kesayangan
o3. DUIT
o4. telefon bimbit
o5. kawan
o6. makanan
o7. Laptop

7 "pertama kali" dalam hidup saya:
o1. Datang ke KL untuk belajar seorang
o2. mencintai seorang perempuan sampai gila.haha
o3. Berjalan dari Midvalley hingga satu tokong yang tinggi.memang gila tau
o4. Menghadapi banyak masalah di KL, emosi, kawan...
o5. memasak untuk sendiri
o6. membuat 'handicraft'
07. sangat serious terhadap hal masa depan

7 orang bertuah (JAWAB TAG INI BALIK)

Malas la tag. Nanti kena complain. ><

How are things lately? I think theres tension among the atmosphere lately. Was angry today. Guilty as well for my fault. Sigh. I just read a comic strip of China earthquake victims. It was sad. I was moved to tears by the things people do. Some fought till the last of their breath. Others sacrifice their live to save another. One protected her baby with her body and another woke up from the death. I was sad and happy that the things that are happening. Maybe some may think the stories are generated to make money and donation but its very genuine you see.

After reading the strips. Well it touched my heart and made me realize some things in life. Really do wish i could go there to help those people tho.

Theres a snapshot of Evelyn snatching my laptop and playing counterstrike. 50 kills in barely half an hour!!! and there was koon with her solero ice cream and me with my smarties. XD

Can't sleep. might as well blog it out since that someone wasnt around for me :(
I don't know whats in it for me today. I just felt terrible and horrible. Maybe its just not my day? I don't know. Somehow today i just know things... well days ago i knew somethings which is kinda hurtful. It wasnt any of my problem but then its a friend and i do care a lot. Today adds another news which i heard. Kinda hurt that it happened to my friends that i really care a lot. Why? Why? Why? Why does it happens? I wish i can do something to mend it.

I don't understand why it happened. Am i suppose to understand it? Lately the days don't feel right. Even i can felt it. Over sensitivity? I don't know. It sucks and i beginning to feel the pain. Don't even know where went wrong? Academics? Family? It was stressful indeed.

Assume that this happens or if it was just my sensitivity. If im wrong, im wrong. . . Erm... dunno how to put it in words. Kinda difficult but isn't it that if you tend to avoid things it tends to go wrong? Things were okay but fear eventually make things wrong. Somehow doing either things make things wrong. It's just that more ppl get hurt.

I don't know what i see or hear but hell i wish i can shut off and leave a peacefull life. . .

Why do i have to know things last? It sucks when... no it HURTS when "eh, you dunno meh? " and "eh. i tot you know"

WHY WHY AM I IN THIS MISERABLE STATE???

EVERYDAY IS A TORTURE. T_T

I did try to be open... i tried everything...

I wasnt really okay today. Woke up with a restless heart. Carries on till i was so super happy that i found my pendrive after a month. XD In one of my shirt and i think it went into the washing machine. glad it was still okay. the rest of the day is more painful with unknown reasons....

I'm very restless today. SInce i woke up till i jump into the swimming pool in the afternoon. DOne only one thing today. Cleaned my room and removed my bed stand. From now on i be sleeping on the floor lo ~

Had wat tan hor at Upekka today. Claimed by many friends of mine to be DELICIOUS! But to my disappointment i couldn't find any feel in it. Another had a home made burger. May try it next time...