Jewel & Sapphire™

Week one of this sem just ended. The teachers were great except a few. Most worrying one is the last lecturer we had. One of our lecturers was pretty old and i worry a lot that how is he going to teach us and would he suddenly drop down of heart attack. Yes im mean but i am sure that the rest of us have problems with that lecturer too.

How were things lately? A lot of challenge to be diffused. So much to worry and so much to tackle. There wasn't a choice at times and situation put into a mode where i hate what i may going to be. Argh

Im sad.

Im angry.

Im excited.

My results weren't that good. But i am sure im going to farewell.

Well i was suppose to last sem but somehow a lot sucked last sem.

Tough is the road that i am going to journey.

My second trip to Ming Tian. XD

On the table there was

Fung: Starfruit juice, curry noodle and shark fin soup

De you: Sizzling hot noodle and tea

Su Ling: Claypot chicken rice and orange juice

Kia Huey: Yam and pork rice and what juice i forgot le

Louis: Yam and pork rice, carrot cake and carrot juice.

Lovely dinner with a nice chat. I was so "!!!!" with the so called medium sized juice! whats more large????

No pics cos... it was blurrrrrrrr

Had hashbrowns, beans and egg with oats for my breakfast. Woke up at 6am for the class at 8am. Wowee. Not been waking up for ages. It's really a pain you know. Den i had A bit of Subway at 5 plus too. ( FINALLY! ) and there isn't anything special about it. Sourish and... well i think i can make a better sandwich than Subway :x

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How am i today? It's still another struggle...

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Question Removed: 12. What type of person do you hate the most?

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
26-28. depends how much i have in my bank. XD muz at least 20k above in my savings.

2. Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?
South korea, NZ or Aust.

3. What's your favorite thing to do?
paper craft

4. Do you think money can buy happiness?
OF COURSE!

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
Once i had a sweet dream where i suddenly hold a girls hand and we then become couples. everyone cheered. its the sweetest dream i ever had. So sweet i cry over it.

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
NO.

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
Reasons to live. Family. Her.

8. What is your current mood?
Just woke up. A bit unhappy. angry.

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
I did and i will if i intend to get stuck with her for live.

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you?
Aiyo how ah geok yi. Didn't know you well also. Erm, tall, can run and bake? ><

11. What are the requirements that you wish from the other half?
Open up, share her thoughts and feelings... be happy often ^^

12. What type of person do you dislike the most?
Those who had hurt me so deeply that i've changed into someone i don't like being. Someone who thinks the world had to be how they think to be. And those who don't appreciate their parents.

13. What is your ambition?
Bring my parents to enjoy their life. And hers too. ^^

14. If you can teleport once, where would you go?
I agree with Geok Yi. Save it if i got lost or if i lost someone in this world.

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Don't know. Her i guess.

16. If you are given a chance to forget one memory, what would that be?
T_T sigh. I wish i can forgot more than one...

17. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
the soft-hearted and weak part.

18. What music have you been listening to recently?
milkshake.hip hop.

19. What will you be doing 10 years from now?
that'll be 31 years old. Helping my dad at the farm? or stuck in a jam.

20. If one day you couldn't do the things that you are used to doing now anymore, how would you feel?
That's a bit scary. Don't understand it too.

Not goin to tag anyone cos i tagged em b4. XD

what happened is forgotten...
But another day brings a poison to hurt...
waiting to be forgotten tonight...

Sometimes we had to make choices and moves we don't want...
we all have choices but not everyone want to compromise...
because they fear...
i don't.

Lots of notes given today. hell its a lot to read.

It hurts.

Felt like a stupid idiot.

hate it.

It just HURTS.

T_T

I hate you Louis for being so weak.

Why can't you control yourself?

Sleep. And everything will be forgotten...

you shi hou hen sha.... bu... shi zhen sha...
ye bu zhi dao wei shem me...
xing hen tong
hen nan guo...
wo yuan beng dou mei you "gang"
gang ma wo you yau.....
zhen sha..
zao zhi dao... ye bu zhi dao..
zhen bu dong wei shem me you zhe me nan guo

kai xin bu kai xin. qu shui yi ge jiao... shem me dou me shi le ^^
jiu shuang shi yao pian ji zhi...

after the movies. went on biting here and there. Had sour cream with chives potato wedges and durian vanilla teppanyaki ice cream. I must say im so damn lucky that the japanese spring food fair was there. only once a year you know!!!! and i got a packet of japanese curry and kia huey got a lot of other stuffs too ^^

My 4th trip to the cinema. Was at home bored and nothing to do and a bit..... well was glad that Kia Huey suddenly asked me if i wanted to go to the cinema and watch Speed Racer. Woweee. Go make up straight away XD. Movie was blinding at first and its a bit too retro and colourful. Can say it was rather a pain to the since as the colours are rather too concentrated? Plot was okay and the soundtrack. Lovely. I cant really see the race running too except the last race . Well least im happy watching ^^. Went on cam whoring too. XD

Finally blogged about my trip to UM. First trip was with cindy and the second one there was koon following. It was really a HUGE place. a lot of space of freedom too. Food is cheap as well ^^ Don't think i may go there again... not much that i could find useful or.. maybe im too stupid to use the facilities...

I don't remember having any bestfriends then...still kept in touch with a few... missed Hui Yian d most. D gal directly just below me. Haha... cos hers dad a farmer too. I remember once the teacher asked if any family is a farmer. I rose my hand.

hm.. better dun remember somethings..

Woke up at a good time after my sleep. I so love my eye blinder! No bothers when my roomie on the lights in d middle of the night. Im quite sensitive u know.

Fixed my proposals a bit then off i go to the uni. Hot day and suddenly mr Edwin called to get me to photostat things. Uni's xerox station was full so i had to walk allll the bloody way to the morning market area to xerox. Not eaten since then i was damn hungry.

Had a heavy lunch with Evelyn thy all.

How was the first lecture today. Well i ady felt like puking before and the humour brought out by the lecture makes me wanna puke more.

There were other things as well... but guess i should try to be ignore or thick. Just try to do what i am suppose to do and rock with it. You cant just let things take over ya do ya??

Just dun wish to let things crash into me and be unhappy. . .

Timetable was pretty awful this semester. having to wake up at 8 on wed n thurs and fight till like 2 sumthin with little breaks. awful. no class on tues. it was great. monday was okay too but havin class till 7.30. that is horrible. friday and sat was painful for everyone except me. i dun mind. haha. ^^ Hope for the best this sem. RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRrr

If im not suppose to know... why bother trying to know? It's unfair in some sense. When you respect them and treat them well and you was hoping the same... but they don't really have to treat you the same way isn't it? Sometimes people always think i know or something and said " oh i though you know" and this and that... =_=

sigh wht am i babbling. There is one day coming soon. That i know i will or may get hurt. Sucks that i know how it would happen anyway.maybe... hope i forgot it when i go to sleep.

Few more days to uni soon. Prepare to listen to childish complains and i listed those things that would happen in my brain.

FUCKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!

I got a bloody hell virus invasion. corrupted all my files and i cant copy anything in my backup!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

FLARING WILDLY!!!!!!!!!

10 PM and i not eaten since 2. Too furious to eat. ARGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

BLOODY VIRUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!