Jewel & Sapphire™

While i was walking at the park... climbing the slope and..........I FELL. O U C H and it H U R T S!!!!!!!!! both my hands, arm and legs were.....UGH! It's been too long i didn't fell the sensation of pain...T_T

Sometimes when you need someone... they are not there... it hurts..
slowly if it happens to much... you had to learn to be independent... to be strong to resist the feeling...

When someone needs you... well the feeling is great... but then depends who is it... sometimes when someone needs you too much... you become attached too. but then it depends again...

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Lots of things im going to learn...endure... accept and face. Is it not that the world is full of resources? maybe ...yeah... just maybe...

if only we don't have to choose some things we may have hard time to choose and to choose when we need too...

Missing someone. . . T_T

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Tomorrow i will be haing my last supp paper. Language learning and teaching. It was an interesting subject that i don't expect to fail... well i got D tho but D is a fail to my standards and F is... degrading to me.

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Next semester is coming soon. I promise my mum i will do well. Cos i booked the ticket home and back ady. YAY!!! No worries for now... i hope. Another good start i hope that i will conquer and not fall halfway. The "Be Happy" book mark is there to cheer me up :) thanks to you buddy.

It was a hard time during the holidays. So bored. Housemates returned. They had to take supp too...

signing off for to nite. Hearts to the stars.

taken during our MMS exam. Well before to be exact. XD. Going off to uni now and paying my 3 month bills which is overdued ><. then goin to uni doin my stuffie as well. Ladies and gentlemen, ever wonder how much potential you have when you finally broke free from your "chains"? ever wonder much time you wasted when you could have been someone now? I did. Haha. Tot of writing a book bout GO with collobation w xin wen and BIGOS. Even tho there are a lot of info on wikipedia and online but having a book published would give easier access to the people. Readin a book is much more better than readin it from the screen right? Well after from uni, i'll start a side proposal with this future project. Man, Voon been to korea and taiwan FREE liaw. So regret that i did't learn it when he nagged me to do so T_T... could have be an intermediate or advance player. Muahaha. In my dreams. . .

This was a birthday gift that i adored very much given by Mandy and Li Zhao... dun remember who else shared but thanks!!!!!! one year is comin soon n i felt the poster wast just put up yesterday :) the colour is fading... but the happiness is still there :) thanks mandy and li zhao.

Had penang lobak just now with my housemates who came back to sit supp. I l o v e it. ate this yam in fu chuk wrap n yam cake. the sauce was decent too XD

It's mothers day today too. second time i din manage to go back when i should be... Miss a lot of food. pineapple pork ribs, fried shark fin, sea cucumber and deep fried prawns. and the soups... XD

Anyway recently im happy calm. ^^ stress will start again when semester starts. :(

Read from NST that a girl died of infection in the national service too. 18 years old and i was deeply hurt on what happened to her. It's no use regrading what the govt will do cos a happiness just left from everyone who knew that girl... forever. Somemore it's not the first time as well :s.. sigh...

I used to remember that when i was in form 3. Sung a lot of malays songs with classmates. ROcked that time. Haha. Here's amy, one of my fav malay songs.

I'm very happy after watching this movie. Didn't laugh happily for a long time. Going to sleep now :)

Yes girls. Im eating it. XD. Terribly sweet.

Roomate brought me to somewhere in Petaling Street. I really didn't know where am i then... Had a super BIG lou su fun (Rat's rice?) haha and some pork and dumplings. Love the dumplings. Love the chilli but i can't consume them due to health problems. It was a nice meal... but too expensive. :)

Got tagged by Faye ~

Questions:

1. What disappoints you the most?
- people who jumps to conclusions without logic thoughts.

2. Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?
- A tour of China or Europe.

3. What's your favorite thing to do?
-Learning something new, origami

4. Do you think money can buy happiness?
-Yeah, one of the main reasons. Including health :)

5. If you can have one dream to come true, what would it be?
- Strike jackpot. You can say im money-minded but i have a family to look after and debts to clear. If not, to be with someone i love... her.

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
- NO.

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
- Reasons to live. Her.

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
- Help my parents and brother. Pay off my debts. Buy Cindy a DSLR as i promised IF i win jackpot and things to those whom i promised. Donate. Travel.

9. What is the most embarassing thing that happened to you recently?
- Not talking about it.

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you?
-1) Smart
-2) Got a good voice
-3) . . . ?

11. What makes you happy?
- Seeing that someone smiling at me. Parents called up. Friend gatherings. MONEY

12. What type of person do you hate the most?
- Hypocrites.

13. What is your ambition?
- Travel, have a family

14. If you could have a superpower, what would it be?
- teleport like Jumper. Saves time in travelling :)

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
-reasons to live. family.

16. What do you do when you're alone?
- What do you think?

17. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
- To be more happier, open minded and brave.

18. How long will you wait for the person you love to say yes to you?
- 5 years.

19. What is your least favourite animal?
- Dogs.

20. What is your ultimate addiction?
- Don't really know...

Instructions: Remove 1 question from above, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

I tagged :

Joreen
Leong
Jun Jun
Jestina
Li Li
Ramizah
Wil Ni
Wira

"I will love you eternally"

"No matter what I will support you and be with you through thicks and thins"

"No one can replace you in my heart"

"I wont look for others, I promise"

"I will do anything for you"

"You are my everything, no one else seems important to me"

These are words... most men said. Those who have a broken heart will say its a lie. those who had their first love... well.. you know. Below will be my version. haha.

"I will love you eternally" / I am loving you before i "will". Forever, if not a lover, a friend.

"No matter what I will support you and be with you through thicks and thins" / Even if you are somebody's husband. I'll still help u as a loving friend.

"No one can replace you in my heart" / Yes no one.

"I wont look for others, I promise" / <<< thats the biggest lie i tell you. Still to be honest, if i had someone ady, i wont look for others cos i be busy looking after my own ;)

"I will do anything for you" / I will do anything i can do with my ability for you.

"You are my everything, no one else seems important to me" / My parents are. Never forget your parents and your in-laws. because without them, there wont be you and her. :)

Don't always assume things are all right.
Aren't you selfish yourself when you're saying im selfish?
I am just like you are. But growing up from different place.




I miss home a lot. Dad and Mum. And my dear friends. Sharen, Leong, Ken, Dayat, Met, Zam, Dan, Wira, Fai... and all those who made me smile and laughed till tears of joy rolled down...

All i want is...


it's only something simple yet complicated request. To be free. To be happy. But why is it that there is a chain holding... a unknown control that restricts... :(

It's a good morning to start my day. everything is fine except im a bit lonely. touched by what my cousin said. :) They're so cute.