Why do i always make you sigh?
when im trying my best to make you smile
Tried to give u a life full of surprise
but in the end i some how end up despised...
Not written any poetry for a long time. This was a photo taken when i was on the LRT. A sky with a heart shape. Lovely isn't it?
a bit.. but then... very also... don't know what to do... a bit stuck....
SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I got two DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Meaning i had to fork out rm 200 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm so confident that i would pass sociolinnguistics but..........!!!!!!!!!!
WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SO FUCKING DEPRESSED !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Another slap in life cos..................
Got financial problems............................
Guess i really going to fast this month...................
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Dyed my hair today with the help of Vianna. THANKSSSSSSSSSS. The feeling was good. can't describe it... felt like i've become more handsome... :X haha. crap. Well it's just a try tht i want feel. Feels good a bit XD. Had breakfast somewhere along Chow Yang with de you "american breakfast" and it was okay... Wasn't enough to feel my tummy la :(
Tomorrow will be a better day to fight for things...
Tomorrow will always be different....
Tomorrow will be a new day to do things... changes things....
Nothing is impossible. Just difficult.
tho i am :( but still i will have to :) so that someone won't :(.
It's better to be someone honest... no matter how much people played a fool on you, take advantage of you and hate for being honest. Though it may not always be the best policy... maybe, just being who we are is enough cos we live not for someone but ourself. . .Honest people get cheated often... like me :( tired of those ppl.
I wished, wanted and hope for 'A'... but if i got a 'B' instead... maybe it's okay but still i prefer what i wanted...
Don't expect too much... you'll just hurt yourself. Let go and play by it naturally. Things gets more distant when you try more but it gets closer when you distant it. Ironic isn't it? Hate it but that is how things seem to flow for me...
The road up ahead is unpredictable. What is the future ahead of me, us, you? Things can change over a period time. Sometimes good, other times bad. Sometimes it takes time for you to realize things. A really long time. It's like there is one thing that you think is so perfect but over a period of time... it's not what it seems anymore. It turns ugly the way it treats you. Strange right? Changes? I don't know it's good or bad but. . . it does have some effects on you. Just sometime ago i read something bout impossible... well nothing is impossible. Just difficult. I like that. There is nothing you can't do... but it's just hard to do it or get it. Good things need hard work and a teacher once told me success comes after many hardwork and sufferings. But some don't. Just bad luck. At times if you put your heart into it. It'll work. Like the origami... haha.. lovely :) Just to write something before i go to study. Had a hot night last nite. and a smelly morning. plastic burning...grrr...
I was a midnight rider on a cloud of smoke
I could make a woman hang on every single stroke
I was an iron man
I had a master plan
But I was alone
I could hear you breathing
With a sigh of the wind
I remember how your body started trembling
Oh, what a night it's been
And for the state I'm in
I'm still alone
And all the wonders made for the Earth
And all the hearts in all creation
Somehow I always end up alone
Always end up alone
So I play, I'll wait
'Cause you know that love takes time
We came so far
Just the beat of a lonely heart
And it's mine
I don't want to be alone
Well, since I got no message on your answer phone
And since you're busy every minute.
I just stay at home
I make believe you care
I feel you everywhere
But I'm still alone
I'm on a wheel of fortune with a twist of fate
'Cause I know it isn't heaven, is it love or hate
Am I the subject of the pain
An I the stranger in the rain
I am alone
And if there glory there to behold
Maybe it's my imagination
Another story there to be told
So I play, I'll wait
And I pray it's not too late
We came so far
Just a beat of a lonely heart
And it's mine
I don't want to be alone
And all the wonders made for the Earth
And all the hearts in all creation
Another story there to be told
So I play, I'll wait
And I pray it's not too late
We came so far
Just a beat of a lonely heart
And it's mine
I don't want to be alone
Gone, but not out of sight
I'm caught in the rain and there's no one home
Face the heat of the night
The one that you love's got a heart that's made of stone
Shine and search for the light
And sooner or later you'll be cruising on your ocean
And clean out of sight
I'm caught in the rain and there's no one home
My second attempt in making the diamond rose which took almost 5 hours... Wow... XD. I love my fingers :)
Had my lunch at Sun WOng with my housemates. Ordered Horlicks and pork burger... service was a bit lousy. environment okok lor... price... decent.. food...no comment but im happy with my meal :)
Wira suddenly posted these photos on facebook and i got him to send to me. Taken when i was in Upper six GP class.I teared a bit when i look at these photos. It was probably the best times i ever had. Laughters till your tears flow and the word unhappiness didn't exist in my dictionary then. It was a great time. Another was when we had a lunch with Dr Sunil at Tenaga restaurant. Indian food. It rOcks that time. Rawrrrrrrrr. Wira and Dan was in UK now, Sharen in UBD and Faisal in Brunei still. Im stuck in KL and had not been home since late last year. Heard from Wira that he be coming to KL with Dan around August. YES!!!!!! I be waiting that moment to chill out with e. It would be great if Sharen and Fai would come along. I wish them well now and a smooth journey ahead. I really miss laughinh wildly :(. I miss fun, i miss everything great. Saturday morning and i be havin my next exam and tuesday.
Two thoughts creeped into my mind now. It leads me confusion to what should i do... it's a bit annoying and undecided... but maybe i still let time decide...miss d old days
:)
