date with janice...again...  

Friday, April 25, 2008





Just finish my exam today...was ok with the exams but unhappy with some other things. Luckily other things come up to cheer me up. First was shian suddenly askin me out to L'oreal warehouse before i even got the chance to sleep. Well i bought a Sanf Beige Loreal hair dye. A bit nervous of what it will do to my look. But its once in a life time thingy so imma do it... Then it was time to meet up Janice too. She ate this tongshui ... green bean and i ate this lovely apple and lemon which is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo happily sour :) Then i got her to pick a ticket from the lottery counter and i won rm3! YEAH!!! I really hope i could win some money to help my parents...

Called up home and talk to my dad too. Feeling is again...

signing off....

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Hartz and 4 minutes of freeze  

Monday, April 21, 2008







Had a risky night out the day before our exams. Was out stuck with Cindy with Vianna not going last minute. There was this freeze activity happening in Sunway Pyramid in conjunction with the world earth day. Wasn't happy bout it... so was cindy cos some stupid people started the countdown n end. Grr... become 4 minutes of sohai...

Had my dinner at hartz which i wanted so much since i first went there. Finally got it!!!! My remarks? Lots of choice...pumpkins, salads potato chips and chicken. The chicken was okay but a bit cold. Pumpkin... i like those deep fried ones and the salad is great too.Coffee is lovely as well. Might go again next time XD

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Nightmares...  

Saturday, April 19, 2008

Had four nightmares in a row...

day one. scary one. damn. . .

day two. weird one. at the same time dreamt of a topic to do for FYP

day three. remembered 4 dreams in a night. then dreamt another topic to d for FYP

day four. angry and hurtful dream. don't want to talk about it. T_T

Sigh. My cousin said i should get sleeping pills... but i do sleep well tho. just waking up is terrible. but today is special. Get to see a beautiful angel-like smile from someone special. ^_^ thanks...

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The Blue Rose  

The Blue Rose

A folktale from China

Retold by Rose Owens

There was once an Emperor who had but one child—a daughter. She was his pride and joy, his treasure. He cherished her above all else. As he became old and his health began to fail, he realized that he might not always be there to care for and protect this precious daughter. He determined that it would be best if he were to find a husband for his daughter.

When it became known that the Emperor was seeking a husband for the Princess, many men found their way to the palace to request his daughter’s hand in marriage. The Princess pleaded with her father. “Father, let me remain with you to care for you. I have no wish to marry and leave you.” But her father was adamant. Finally he said he would allow her to name one qualification that her chosen husband must meet—be it wealth or looks or special ability or whatever. The Princess said she would name that qualification on the morrow.

That evening the Princess went to the garden to talk with the gardener’s son—her childhood playmate. “If I say my husband must be handsome, he might be handsome but have a cruel heart. If I say my husband must be kind, he might also be terribly old. Oh what qualification should I specify?”

As they discussed the problem, the Princess and the gardener’s son determined that it should take the form of a test—difficult but not so difficult as to be impossible. “And it must be ambiguous,” said the gardener’s son, “ so that it is up to you to determine if the man qualifies.” Late that night they finally determined what that qualification must be.

The next morning the Princess told her father, “I will marry the man who can bring me a blue rose.”

The neverending stream of suitors ended for none could find a blue rose.

A wealthy merchant, not wanting to waste time looking for the blue rose, went to a flower vendor. “I will give you a bag of gold if you can find me a blue rose,” he said. After a long, fruitless search, the flower vendor gave up. He bought a strong dye and dipped the stem into it. The petals of the rose turned a pale blue. “Keep the rose in the vase with the dye,” he told the merchant, “until just before you give it to the Princess.”

The merchant brought the rose to the Princess. The Princess reached out and took the rose from his hand. As she looked at the rose, a drop of blue dye fell from the stem and puddled in her hand. She looked at the bluish-green leaves and then looked into the merchant’s eyes. He could not meet her gaze. “I cannot marry you,” she said. You have tried to deceive me. I would have a husband who is true.”

There was a handsome young warrior who would marry the Princess. He was strong and powerful. None dared to stand against him. The young warrior went to the king of a neighboring kingdom. “Bring me the blue rose,” he said, “or I will kill you and half the people in your kingdom.” The king, who valued peace and did not wish to fight, presented the warrior with a blue sapphire that was carved in the shape of a rose.

The young warrior presented the sapphire rose to the Princess. She looked into his cold eyes—eyes that were as hard as the rose of stone. She said, “I cannot marry you. I must have a blue rose that is real—not one that is cold and hard.”

The youngest of the king’s advisors also sought the Princess’ hand. He conceived a clever plan. He commissioned an artist to make a blue bowl. On the side of the bowl was painted a blue rose. The rim of the bowl was edged in gold. It was fragile and delicate—a thing of rare beauty. The young advisor presented it to the Princess on bended knee. The Princess looked at the bowl and looked into the eyes of the young man. “Marry me, Princess,” he said, “I will help you rule your kingdom.”

The Princess shook her head, “I must have a rose that is real.”

That evening the Princess sat in the garden talking to the gardener’s son. “None of them could bring me the blue rose. I must marry someone who will be honest and true with me—as you have always been.

He cannot be hard and cruel. I need someone who is kind and patient—as you have been.

I do not want a husband who seeks only for power and riches. I want one who will value me for myself—as you have. . . . .”

“Princess,” said the gardener’s son. “Tomorrow I will bring you the blue rose. Wait for me in the blue room just before sundown.”

The next day when the sun was almost gone, the Princess sat in the blue room. The gardener’s son approached bearing a plain white rose in his hands.

“But it is a common white rose,” said one.

“He is the gardener’s son,” said another.

“Surely the Princess will send him away,” said a third.

The gardener’s son knelt before the Princess. Through the blue stain glass windows, the rays of the setting sun shone touched the petals of the white rose.

As the Princess reached out to take the rose, a murmur arose. “He is only the gardener’s son.”

“The rose is not truly blue.”

The Princess stood. “My people, let me tell you what I see. I see a young man who has always been honest and true. I see a young man who has had the courage to be patient and kind enough to wait until I knew what was in my heart. I see a young man who values me for myself. In his hands he hold a gift of love. And it is blue. And if you cannot see that the rose is blue, I say that you are colorblind.

The old Emperor took his daughter’s hand and he took the hand of the gardener’s son and joined them. And the Princess married the gardener’s son and they lived happily ever after—not because this storyteller said so—not because that’s the way that love stories should end. But because the Princess and the gardener’s son knew that their happiness was in their own hands and that each was responsible for making sure that the other was happy.

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True enough that happiness is in the hands of me and you, not others. Responsibility was one role that i'm working hard to maintain and assure you :). I hope maybe we can be like them cos so happen that my family bear similarities like he garderner ( grew up in a farm wert) and you... love your parents so much too. You're the princess in my heart and i would love to make you my queen... :) Hope we can hold hands together one day, i'll wait for you ~ from silly sleepy piggy to Miss Honey Dew.

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:)  

Friday, April 18, 2008



True enough.:) i become more than someone with the help and support of someone special. :D

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dot dot dot  

Thursday, April 17, 2008



it's a bit funny that everytime i called my parents.... ended up in tears. Never thought that i would love and miss them so much when i used to want to get away as soon as possible... Sigh. Hope luck will come so i got the chance to go back.

Today i just installed a new theme from alienware. Love it. esp the window media player. XD and here's some screenshots of my CABAL character.XD handsome eh.

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Ken Lee  

Monday, April 14, 2008



Yay. This is my 200th post. Yay and i decided to post this video i found from a friend. Dang it was so funny.

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SuRvEy  

1. Do you eat a lot of fast food?
Not as much as my friends.

2. Besides your mouth, where is your favorite spot to get kissed?
er...?everywhere?

3. Have you kissed anyone in 2008?
I wish...

4. Were you happy when you woke up today?
yup..

5. Have you ever streaked?
haha..I don't know..

6. Are you an understanding person?
I used to be. Now i seem to lost touch...

7. What was the last movie you saw in theaters?
I rarely go to the cinema...

8. Did you pray before you went to bed last night?
Sorry God. ><

9. What did you last get upset about?
Relationships, family and money.

10. Do you eat candy on a daily basis?
Lately yes...

11. Does it make you happy to get letters in the mail?
YESSSS

12. Who was the last person to text you?
Yu Hua

13. What are you looking forward to this summer?
Just get my things done..

14. Who was the last person you ate with?
housemates.

15. Do raisins belong in cookies?
No.

16. What's your screen name?
Jau Yn

17. Walking into a party, what's the first thing you notice?
Clothes?food?

18. Are you currently taking a science class in school?
nope..

19. You've just won a free vacation to either South America or North Korea?
South America

20.Kiss on the first date?
XD

21. Would you rather have chicken or steak?
Steak

22. Why did your last relationship end?
stupidity, idiotcy, impatience, carelessness and....

23. What's one thing you've learned??
Be calm, patient and honest.

24. Who was the last person you took a picture of?
Vianna

25. How often do you see your exes?
lalala

26. Who was the last baby you held?
don't remember

27. Would you ever donate blood?
Unless it's a life and death situation

28. How many snack machines are in your school?
two?

29. Have you ever felt replaced?
Yes.

30. Are there deerheads covering any walls in your house?
i would love to have someone's head...

31. Do you believe in karma?
yup..

32. Have you ever been asked out?
Yea.

33. Are you good at telling jokes?
Used to until i lost my...

34. Have you ever driven without a license?
no

35. How is your ex-boyfriend/ex-girlfriend doing?
Very good.

36. Do you wish you had smaller feet?
Big feet can step people harder. HAHA

37. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
Yesh

38. When ordering sushi, what do you get?
anything?

39. How many of your friends have seen you naked?
none?

40. Do you write in cursive or in print?
cursive..

41. Would you rather have a boyfriend/girlfriend, or friends with benefits?
A girlfriend with a future and friends that will support.

42. Who was the last person you sat next to?
matthew?

43. What were you doing at 10 am?
thinking too much

44. Are you different now than you were six months ago?
Yes

45. What was the last beverage you spilled on yourself?
Plain water...

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The Stylistics- i can't give you anything but my love...  

Saturday, April 12, 2008

I song given by Chivalry Amulet(mei ling). Just adore the lyrics of this song cos... maybe that's what i am... like that song...

If I had money I'd go wild
buy you furs dress you like
a queen
And in a chauffered limousine
we'd look so fine.
But I'm an ordinary guy and
my pockets are empty
Just an ordinary guy
but I'm yours till I die.

I can't give you anything
but my love
but my love
I can't give you anything
but my love
but my love.

I cannot promise you the world
can't afford any fancy things
I cannot buy you diamond rings
no string of pearls.
But my devotion I will give all
my life just to you girl
My devotion I will give for
as long as I live.

I can't give you anything. but my
love. but my love . . .

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100 Yen  



There was this shop in ss2 that i frequent almost everytime i go there. Today, bought a cracker and sweets. Sakuma drops. It's in a tin and looks awesome. XD

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EVIL  

Friday, April 11, 2008


How evil could i be? There are times when i have malicious thoughts flowing in my mind. Of course i don't simply inflict harm but only when i'm "disturbed" But as one said. Those who hates suffers more than the hated. So whats the point of hating people when the hater suffers more? Maybe there is still vengence in the heart when one is heart. Some can let go. Some cant. Sometimes the pain is too much to forget about it. But i do believe wthat what people do will have a retribution? Karma? WOke up in the middle of the night last nite with a stomachache. Ouch. Must be the curry mee at Sentosa. Ish ~ Signing out now for my studies.

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cicak  



I remember once Weina, my senior once said "these (refering to the SRC comittee) are the lizards (mispronounced leaders) of...." haha. Caught this lizard on De you's car when going to have my supper at Sentosa. Curry mee. XD

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End of semester.  






It's the end of the semester now. One week till exams and imma rock it. This sem had been a challenge. Academics and relationships. Cried painfully again this sem. At least this time there was someone important to accompany me. THANK YOU. Things change a lot. Hope it's for the good. Here's a couple of pics of my class. ^^ Our seniors graduated too. Wonder how would it be like when its our turn. Such a big group too... Two more semesters to go and i hope things will run smooth then.

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Nandos  

Tuesday, April 8, 2008





Had my lunch with some friends at Nandos. First time there and it was to some extents delicious. A bit too sour. None of the four nandos sauce are really spicy. They're more sourish and salty a bit. Haha... Had some great time there i guess with the strong rain. Got half wet when walking back to the campus... :) I simply lurve one of the pics i taken. d one w a reflection in the knife. Accidently saw it and i asked alex to snap it for me. XD

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Squall - Eiko Matsumoto  

Saturday, April 5, 2008




YES YES!!! I love youtube!!! Again another fav from the past. ^^

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