Jewel & Sapphire™

Sensei Nahan Rajan had a exhibition today title: WIndow to Japan where he featured a lot of things he collected n bought from Japan. Lots of pottery that i wanna steal there. Haha. Happy to be there. ^^

I wish i had the guts to walk away and forget about what i had. But, i can't, because i know it won't come after me, and I guess that's what hurt the most'...

stole this from someone...

Ice...
melts slowly when it is warm
and that's when im in love.

Ice...
shatters when dropped to the ground,
when my heart is hurt

Maybe that's how my heart is like.
Cold.

In love.

I got fooled the night before april. A friend, Li Li send me an sms saying shes getting married on June and invites me to go there and i BELIEVE IT. And i was kinda WHA??? thats a shock too me cos its so sudden and due to her status as i know her. Den i ask her on msn and she also said yes and bla bla. then she ask me to look down the bottom of the sms and dot dot dot...for 5 minutes i was the greatest fool on earth. Imma strangle her when i see her next time.

Was addicted to this game called Goldminer and it was hard to score. I played the friendster version till level 11 which i am proud with and Level 9 for the web version. Then i intro this game, the web version to yu hua and not bad for a starter... she got through level 11 in a few days while i took weeks...!!! i was like.... AHHHHH.... tut tut tut.... (foam coming out of my mouth)

Days went well to some extents i guess. Just yesterday i had a presentation and im proud that i kinda scored well. XD YESH!!! but well the assignments kinda ouchy. It's week 14 next week. The semester goes pretty fast. Will work hard for the exam.
Missed home so much but i cant go back due to financial problems. SIGH. That's a heart break... it will be another 5 months till i have the chance to go back ... Lord help us...

Was out having brunch with Janice today somewhere in Sentosa. I had this stewed duck and pork and she had... er.. i forgot the name but i know it was delicious tho. XD Nothing much today except we chatted and stuff.... she kept on asking me to go to see her singing... sponser me rm10 still i don't want...keke.

This was taken sometime... ago and finally Cindy gave me the pics. I ate Meatball Spag and pumpkin soup. forgot what the rest ate. >< The pumpkin smells more like curry too. Oh that's matther hiding shyly XD

I thank this special friend for her support ^^

Finally i've done all my assignments. It was kinda tougher this semester where i got to tackle two alone. Worse i had the most personal sinful act. FORGET AND BEING CARELESS. Ouch, that hurts a lot to one of my academic research. It was a rushy period but still i'm not satisfied with my work. Well, what you do is what you get so better be prepared with it.

I wonder when will my blogspot be okay. It's been a month that my blog was damaged... well its the server actually. 2 porblems encountered. one is that my Internet Explorer cant see my new update tho the posts are up. My other frens can see my new updates but i cant. T_T boo hoo. The second problem was i can't even see the new entris of my blog either. All my friends blog were one month outdated and i missed out a lot of new entries i guess. Esp from Jestina's one. Wonder when will this problem be fixed. Can't blog or read any blog due to this. ISH!!! Anyone how to fix it let me know ah!!!

Yesterday was a release of pressure for me with a personal secret friend.Can't believe i did it again... but well the dam is overflowed and need to be let go sooner or later. Many things and problems poured out. Thanks friend for your help. Appreciate you forever.

Bad news just struck me this morning. Can't go back Brunei. Farm production was terrible and just can't afford to go back. :( Been missing home for quite sometime now. I wonder hows life ot my family since great uncle died. Hope is soul is at peace.bit sad that i can't make it home to pay my last respects to him. Life is indeed unfair but i do believe that one must suffer to finally reach happiness or so-called success.

My tummy is still growing. Gettin fat. Been on diet for quite some time tho.

The rest of my stories remain tut tut tut

Was out watching movie w em few nights ago. SHUTTER, the so called "horror" movie and it wasn't horrifying at all. Even the ghost was hot...:X. Megumi Nakamura. and there after she possess our minds for a couple of weeks. Look at the above...victims... Den we head on to Kim Gary. The meal wasn't so bad but a bit too oily .I had this Norwegian Salmon Seafood baked rice. Ok ler... i love that small octopus... XD

This is a song i picked up from my memory... been looking for this for a few years also since 1997. ^^

I'm waiting for your love...
since the day i crave your name...
painfully in my heart...
never forgetting you.

Days have been better,
with the mouse becoming the tiger,
mind becoming mature,
and the heart growing pure.

Sacrifice he made,
doing silly things he never thought of,
Singing songs for passion to her,
Growing flowers in her heart...

Those silent tears i let go,
each drop like a diamond,
dried with tomorrow's happiness..
hoping someone would notice it...

I'm waiting for your love...
How long do i have to wait?
With each day passing by,
I felt like years had gone...

Oh dearest flower of all flowers,
what commission you want?
that will give you confidence
and later surrender under my wing...

Strength i will give you,
confidence is there,
purity i have,
love is endless...

Would you embrace my love?
I'm waiting for your love...

Had this posted up late... ><. It's a wonderful night to have such gatherings.

Was at a eating place called "ming tian" the other nite. Ordered shark fin noodle and this so called midnight blueberry lady. Looks good but doesn't taste good at all.