Guess i be closing this blog for now.
Don't simply have the time to write as much as i used to. Most of the time i just share with my dear dear nia. Hehe.
Enjoyed writing all this well but then im getting tired too.
Created another blog where i only share images taken with my camera. Love it. That's a passion im going to continue with.
louis-with-fz28.blogspot.com
Good bye.
Aight another long while i didn't update my blog. Don't have the time nor the heart to write as i used to. Been jobless for a while... yes i got a job in Denise the wine shop but its not a full time ler...
In the weeks to come i am going to embark on a new journey. Well cut the crap. JOURNEY. duh =_=.
Well i was resorted to two options for my choice of work. Citibank and Salmat Salesforce. No that is not a local company but an australian thats been growing since 2 decades ago.
To cut the long story, i've chosen citibank for fear of taking risks. Not to say im a coward but i couldn't take more of it and i am... well, desperate? True that what i am going to work, the pay is gonna be way low but those ppl said 3 months later u gonna get a hang of it and earn comissions up to 3.5k. I do not know that is credible or not. The company won a Hewitt best employer before... well only once. fedex and amex won a number of times tho.
bit messed up on what i am going to say ><.
I am going to work there soon and i hope things will be more than alright and better. Good things come to those who wait and there could be a blessing in disguise. no i did not say that but some friend and elders gave me those two cents.
true to a certain extent cos i have some sort of different feel when i went to the places that i have interviewed. the motivation and energy is quite different too.
its the mid of may liaw... June to come soon and i hope things would turn well...
Went to secret garden today which is opened only on weekends. Started to rain a bit later and the sun wasn't hot enough too. These are the only pics that i think are worth showing here.... rest i just put in facebook la ><
Another few months of my absence from blogging. It's my offday today so i better off updating while my friends nagggggggggggggggggg me to update here. No much to wrote about as usual. Not hoping that this year would be a better year but instead i hope that i can overcome the challenges easier. Nothing in life is easy. You have to have the guts go clean the mess you have. Life's like that ^^.
You gotta be tough.
No new year resolutions. They are just lies you made up for yourself. Haha...
Just some random pics. Was at Sunway hotel nights ago selling wine for charity. I thought business was good at first. turn out that we only sold 10 bottles of wine out of 100 ... But anyway, at least the environment was very well since it's a five star hotel ^^
Me n my housemates went to this Fish & Co some nights ago at One U. Average meal. Had i don't know what it's called and the rest had fish and chips. Meal was decent enough and the drinks were satisfying also. It's not often we had a good meal together... ^^
I've been owning Panasonic Lumix FZ28 for quite some time now. Months perhaps? I love my camera a lot tho it's just a advanced point and shoot camera uncomparable to a DSLR. But it's a SUPERZOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM.
t's been a long time that i didn't update my blog and write about anything. I'm just busy. depressed and totally lost my senses. I'm even beginning to felt a bit "demanding" or "singaporean" since i work for ocbc. Lots of changes took place. Some good, others bad. Late had an addiction to lemons and coconut drinks XD. No idea why. Hehe... Not been eating much as i used too. Need to lose a lot of weight in two months time or else my dear hua mu lan would slice me. Hehe...:x
Been travelling a lot too. Being a domestic tourist running here and there to have a look whts so speacial about Malaysia...
This is a part of my baby ASUS.
My laptops core. The hardisk.
What happened?
It broke down today.
when i got back from somewhere.
my baby was crying for help then. screaming painfully as it thawed my cold heart.
How could i leave you lonely there?
All was lost now.
Those memories, those images...
This is the saddest day in my life :(
Im free tonight. and alone too. Coz everyone went back to their hometown and im here wondering tiredly. My hippo was busy tonight to layan me. lots of work. Hope she goes through it smoothly. It's a hell lot of stress and tiredness too.
My work has been fine. My trainer talked to me just now. He told me that tho i was weak, i have atitude to do work and continue. I felt proud :) but sad that no one to share that moment of relieve. Tried to call that someone since noon... but..
It's been rather long that i didn't write. In English particulary. Everyday i've been using bank terms. Kinda tired and i felt like a robot. Credit cards specialist. Singaporeans. LOL.
Have i been better or worse? God knows.
Tomorrow is my favourite day of the year. BON ODORI.
LOVEEEEEEEEEEE IT !!!!
Hope to have some fun tomorrow ! XD
breakfast there was a rip off and they dun even had fried eggs!!!!! The morning was quiet... perhaps the last time we saw each other... some but not all.. haha. Cos i still meet some of them.... wasn't unhappy or so.... maybe cos....
Well a few glimpse of the pics i took... bye bye...
Went to PD for a class trip... tutorial to be exact.Sad that some didn't make it. Siew, Melissa, Jessica.. hey... why? Had an enjoyable night but a few of pinches in my heart too.... anyway, another memory to be kept behind my head...
A hearty meal at Cinnamon at one world hotel. It costs around rm90 to each of us and wowee ~ a good bargain. Enjoyed a lot there. Took helllllll lotsa pics. And i will never eat fresh oyesters anymore. Don't really understand what is so good about it. Haha.. i'd rather eat bass, cheese and those that i really enjoyed. Went to watch Wolverine after the meal. SYOK BANAR. Eh seh... not used brunei language for a long while. It' a good movie to watch. Effects are great too. Went home quite late. . .
This was one month ago. Been busy and tired to upload my pics and blog some crap out of it. Well that's just it. Had a fun time at starbucks and alter ate at fireman. Time just moved so fast. SO many pains and tears i had through during my time in UTAR. I couldn't say it's the best or worst time but surely, im not really happy with my "life" there... or do i really have a life? People are so full of ego, hypocrites and so... and soo... finally im outta there. There is only a handful of memories that i have that i can treasure the rest... forgetting them slowly. I remembered how i used to be moody and sad often. Goin home is like goin to hell. Thank god that i got a part time job that lasted for 6 months to keep my mood occupied. At the same time, i matured and developed a new skill and expertise? Wine. Haha.. Thank you Denise The Wine Shop. I learned a lot there.
Now im working at Cyberjaya. Yes the pressure is more intense. More stressful. But i am able to enjoy it more better. Just go there, work, do my best and leave that day happy. Night time is my free time from now on.. except that these few week i had to study for my work but after a while, i should be fine. THo travelling home is another hell... 2 hours... fuck. but well.... that's life. Dun plan to move there tho...
and so here ends my story...
It's my bday yesterday. A surprise that my housemates got me a cake. Touched. Before that a dear friend celebrated for me. It wasnt really a fabulous day. But i appreciated those who did things to me for my bday ^^. Bought myself an expensive present XD
Had a hard time adjusting my life. Had to get used to it to the loneliness.
Watched a video by Leong today in his blog...learn this. If you failed 100 times, try 100 times again. Keep on trying again and don't give up. If you did, do you think you will get up again?
and another was an advice by my teacher, it's just that everything is over and i had to restart a new life... Its a new world and you gotta move on louis..
It's sunday and it's my last day of the so called freedom i had cos tomorrow i be starting to work. Travel all the way to cyberjaya took about1.30 hour. Had to wake up about 5.30 every morning now to prepare n travel. Tough and tiring journey but well, they paid me well and i gotta sacrifice well too. Probably around june or july i guess financial problems would start to ease now as i can help my family :) Kinda cried when i got the job and of course, a lot of my friends who knew how much my pay was was kinda :WAH.......... top secret here. XD
Wish me luck tomorrow. Not been blogging for a month too le. Wonder would i have time to do so still.
Alas... my academic life ends here. Don't know if it was a happy ending or sad... 3 years just went by like this and now when you recall the past... what is it all about? I have mixed feelings tho. happy and sad. Sad cos well... can't see dear friends anymore... Happy...well to quote from someone,..cant wait to get away from those pathetic faces. True. So tempted to put their fucking names there but well.Spare them la....
Goin to have an interview next month. Hope i can get the job. Gotta brush up some of my skills too. The pain of working life is here and well, gotta struggle to it and make some things come true.
Sigh. Suddenly want to vent my anger here
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To this two fucking guys. FUCK YOU. CURSE YOU.
No i won't pray for your death but i pray for your sufferings.
Let everyday be a mess to you. A torture. If there is a chance, i'll skin you alive. Break your bones with a hammer inch by inch and i'll pull your hair out once by one. And what pain cud it be if i'll kick your balls every few hours? and oh another form of pain, i'll stick some sharp steel under your nails and let it bleed. and oh i will pull ur nails slowly too XD. and why not let scorpions sting you around? and dogs barking you? afterball being scared is far more worse than expecting a pain. and last i shall put worms into your ears. and let u whine in pain.
All for hurting someone. This is a nightmare i hope you get every night.
and oh, i hope you will be raped.
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i'm still working in denise now. be leaving soon with a small amount of money. Hope i will strive well next month and be the best of everything. Will i do my masters or continue studying again? i don't know. just hope things will be alright.
