bully  

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

the issue of bully was brought up when one asked me why am i so serious... and later she ask "are you timid" then?

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Sigh.

Well how to you expect a victim to speak up? whats more with threats??? Im only primary then and owez kena bully and .. and... how do you expect a child like that to speak up??

"will you take revenge?"

revenge? i don't mind if that person i hate dir in front of me and ask for help. I think i may laugh with a icy cold heart. call me heartless. But do you think what the bully had done to me is light? the consequence of the me now. the trauma i CANNOT FORGET. the fucking fear that i had that made what am i now. DO YOU THINK I CAN FORGET JUST LIKE THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NO.

But i can put aside those memories...

I wont take revenge... cos wont i just be like him? revenge is a waste of time. hurting urself more and engulfed in this sorta hate. not worth at all.

GARY OYAU BREK

If i get the name right. I hope you get what you deserve for making what i am to be now.

They say Hating is a painful feeling. indeed it is.

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